*Sigh,its so troublesome...

It's been a few days since I've blog. It had been quite miserable and stressful due to the assignments that stacked up when all the deadlines are all about the same time. There weren't anything special happening to me last week, it's quite dead you see. I've been rushing trying to finish the DB assignment since the deadline is today. From wednesday to friday, I've been rushing the database SQL creation codes, it was quite tiring and mind consuming trying to complete 4 peoples' work; all by myself, but I must admit that it's all worthwhile. I've learnt a lot more since by trying to be as independent as could be, at the same time, I do not want them to totally grasp nothing, but I still fear for ester and qiu xuan because they are quite in a daze sometimes. Ya, anyway...JT, you don't need to feel bad about me doing the whole database and data dictionary, It's ok. Hah, I remember Yi Jie telling me don't say a word unless some others take initiative. Well, I can't do that, I can answer to myself it's ok, but my conscience wouldn't allow it.

In my spare time, in between my self-given breaks I would occasionally play DOTA and think about some stuffs. It's quite private but doesn't matter, I don't want to be invisible but tranparent. I've grown to be more cautious. I couldn't exactly describe it but maybe some actions and some eyes around are cautious that is influencing me to do likewise. I don't know, my words are not sensitive but I like observing people's expressions, micro-expressions. Somehow, trying to analyse something there...

公是公，私是私
我知道私底下你还是很讨厌我
但是我还是要说声‘对不起’

the facts of life....
- 9:17 AM